They say that "Trust" is like a chocolate, that once it melts you can no longer to put it back to it's original form. I agree on this quote, my experience is actually a living proof.
I was lied and fooled with an unexpected persons. Unexpected because even in my wildest dream, I can't even think about that these are the people that will do such thing to me. I treated them as my special friends , but apparently they treated me the opposite. Nanghihinayang man ako sa pinagsamahan namin, but still I'm very grateful na nakilala ko who are the people that I should trust, sad to say they're not one of them.
Somehow , these people did something to talk to me and tried to explain. But I don't need their explanation and I don't even like the way they ask me to listen and talk to them. I actually received a text message saying "yun ba ang pinuputok ng butchi mo!". The message had no remorse. It seems like what they did to me is so shallow and I don't have any reason to get mad. Maybe doing bad to people is such a normal thing for them, so they found my reaction to the situation was kinda inappropriate. On the other hand, if they really a friend? they will not let the day pass for me not knowing those lies. They will not let the day comes that I will know it myself. What if I wasn't able to know the truth? should they care to talk to me? I guess no, and that means I will be with these kind of people for my entire life? full of lies?. Thankfully I was able to know the the kind of person they are.
I even got a text message saying that "yung friendship? wala na ok?". What a brave message. Hindi ba nila alam na before they text me wala na ang friendship for me. And I don't even need them, ako pa nga ang kinailangan nila eh, ginamit pa nga ako. I have a lot of friends who are genuine. Why should I waste my life to the kind of friendship that they're giving. I don't need such kind of friend, who's really not a friend. Why not spend my life to the people who are treating me the same as I treated them.
And I don't think I can give them the 100% trust again. Probably, forgiveness; but the trust it's so impossible to get it back. I'm not the kind of person who is so friendly, but if I become your friend the trust, love, loyalty, help.. etc I can give all that, but if you gonna lie to , fool me, or even use me; friendship will gone quickly.
My message to them:
I will just pray for you guys. I'm hoping you will not do same thing to others, because if you do you might wake up one day and no one's there for you. You should learned the lesson now, losing me is already enough do not let others leave you also. Treasure and value more of the friends you have right now.
Thank you for reading! =)
